Read 'em & Weep

Poems by the Crisses

Most of my memories of normal events are glossed over, and the most important events to me, my innermost, most protected, most Sacred, me, are all reflected in my poetry.

So, why do I keep trying to write an autobiography, when all I have to do is publish my poems?

I get so desperately upset if I lose a poem. Perhaps because they matter so much more to me than most things I have. I'm not giving this to people for them to judge me, but for them to get a glimpse into what is me.

Welcome to me. The real me. No masks, no guises, just my purest emotions and memories, and fantasies, for isn't that most of what the real me is made of?

The Crisses:

Willow,
Nightwind,
Warren
Telré,
Torry,
Aliessa Oakqueen,
& the Others.

P.S. If you're wondering about the "author(s)" of particular poems, you should read my Who's Who in CRISS page. Please read my disclaimer first, however. I have reserved the right to copyright all of my poems in the name of my body, and now in my aka (due to messy web publicity) rather than in the use names my sElves use or the legal body name, as a matter of legal and lifestyle convienience. The actual spirit-soul authors of the poems are listed as a matter of possible esoteric interest to the reader, especially those who actually have met some of them/us.

Table of Contents

Click here to go to the alphabetical list of poems below:

A - B - C - D - E - F - G - H - I - J - K - L - M - N - O - P - Q - R - S - T - U - V - W - X - Y - Z

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A Poems

• All 3?April Fool! - 4/1/93 - Ice
• All you hold dear is here... - 4/2/96 - Telré
• April 28th - 9/5/86 - Ice
• Arisen through the mists, a half a lifetime away - 12/23/02 - Aliessa
• Arrival from latency - 10/15/96 - Star
• Awakening - 4/19/93 - Star

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B Poems

• Battlescars - 3/4/96 - Eve
• Beast of Night, A - 2/19/87 - Ice
• B - 1986 - Erin
• Beauty & the Beast - 1991 - Telré
• Blanket of Love - 4/30/93 - Willow
• breach in the walls, A - ? - Star
• Brother - 3/4/93 - Almerissa
• Brutal Stabbing, A - 2/4/98 - Hawthorn
• Burned - 5/16/2K - Crisses
• Burning Desire - 3/12/93 - Aliessa

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C Poems

• Celestial Offering, The - 11-22-99 - Telré
• Chain - 1986 - Crisses
• Challenge - 5/30/01 - Telré
• Christina's PreBirth Tale - 1991 - Eve
• Colder Tomorrow, A - 5/9/93 - Ice<
• Crippled - 3/1/93 - Ice<
• Crystal Tears (a song) - 11/20/86 - Star
• Cycles - ? - Star

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D Poems

• Deaf Impaired - 1992 - Star
• Déjà Vu - 2/25/93 - Warren
• Delayed - 4/10/93 - Eve
• Demon Rising/Falling Angel - 1991? - Almerissa
• Devotion - 11/28/02 - Aliessa
• "Document 1" - 3/6/93 - Ice
• Double beat - 2/24/93 - ?
• Double beat - 2/24/93 - ?
• Down the Endless Corridor - 1986 - Star?
• Dragonflight - 1987 - Telré
• Dreams - pre 4/86 - Chrissy?
• Drive of Lust - 3/24/86 - Aliessa
• D* - 3/12/93 - Star

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E Poems

• Echo - 1991 - Star
• Elemental of Love - 8/22/96? - Aliessa
• Elf in MysElf - 8/23/95 - Telré
• Elves and Forests - pre 1986 - Telré
• Evocation - 5/23/93 - Almerissa

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F Poems

• Fallen - 3/29/2000 - Telré
• Flames - 5/14/93 - Almerissa
• Follow me closely, my elven son - 1986/7? - Star
• Forest Eyes - 11/9/87 - Almerissa
• forgotten bug - 8/21/95 - Willow

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G Poems

• Gift of Fire (Prologue), The - 1990 - Telré
• Gift of Fire, The - 1990 - Telré
• Giving Tree, The - 1993-4? - Telré, Star & Willow

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H Poems

• Half-spirit - ? - Star?
• Halfway between one moment and the next: - 3/3/93 - Willow?
• hand of the lonely child, The - 4/15/93 - Star
• hand outstretched, A - 6/11/96 - Almerissa
• Happy Birthday - 7/4/2K - Telré
• Hold me - 9/14/01 - Telré for Taelee
• How...? - 3/20/93 - Willow

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I Poems

• I am Blessed - 7/16/01 - Heidi
• I can never define the terror it was to embrace you - 7/14/02 - Taelee
• I drift, so slowly - 11/15/86 - Eve
• I felt my heart break... - 4/12/93 - Star
• I held you close, I held you tight - ? - Star
• I keep trying to tell myself that you're a callous child-- - 2/4/98 - Willow
• I know I've failed you... - 1986/7 - Willow
• I Love You - 7/9/98 - Criss
• I Pray to the Moon - 1986/7 - Willow
• I represent everything you fear and hate - 1/23/97 - Ember
• I write by the light of the flame - ? - Almerissa
• I'd give you my heart, but it's gone... - 4/2/96 - Ice
• Identity - 1986 - Star
• In Beauty - 1/31/97 - Willow
• In sight of the sun, the moon in your hands, - 4/12/93 - Star
• Is it found in the current social state - 1986/7 - Telré
• Is it Love? - 2/11/87 - Eve
• Is there Life after Death? - pre 1986 - Hawthorn
• It is the Eve - 1992 - Eve

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J Poems

• John - 5/31/98 - Ice

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K Poems

• K. - 1987 - Ice

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L Poems

• Let Satan approach you - Jr. High - Torry
• Life in Death - 3/4/97 - Telré
• Life is an amazing web of choices - ? - Warren
• Life is an assassin - 1985 - Telré
• Little Brother - 10/23/96 - Dreal
• Lonliness - 8/23/84 - Chrissy
• Love is Candy - 4/27/88 - Aliessa & Torry
• Love Unrequited - 9/8/96 - Aliessa

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M Poems

• Man You Love, The - 7/23/96 - Eve
• Mirror, My Mother - 3/18/93 - Willow
• Mirror Woman, The - 4/16/99 - Telré
• Moonchild - 9/16/96 - Dreal
• Moonscape (An attempt at understanding) - 3/14/88 - Star
• Mother Moon - 9/6/96 - Dreal
• Multiplicity - 7/9/96 - Telré & Willow
• My Love - 1986 - Star
• My past is far behind me... - 3/30/93 - Willow

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N Poems

• Nature - 9/19/01 - Willow & Taelee
• New Moon - 1987 - Almerissa
• "Nothing" - 4/10/93 - Ice
• Now I am Death (1) - ? - Telré
• Now I am Death (2) - ? - Telré

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O Poems

• Oakqueen - 8/31/96 - Aliessa
• Ode to a Perferation Machine - 1986 - Torry
• Oh, where oh where has my...? - 4/2/96 - Hawthorn
• On the Borderline - 2/8/93 - Willow
• One - 10/2/96 - 10/2/96
• One Ride - 4/27/93 - Eve & Ice
• One warm summer evening we met - 7/10/98 - Criss
• Open House - 9/28/92 - Telré
• Other Arms - 1/11/94 - Telré
• Our relationship is based solely on love - ? - Telré

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P Poems

• Parallels - 11/19/96 - Willow & Ice
• Passing, The - 3/26/95 - Star
• Peace of Trust - 9/9/01 - Telré for Crisses
• Peace praise passion passing - ? - Almerissa
• Perhaps it is rare the gentler gods come rest their head on the lap of Gaia - 12/3/02 - Aliessa
• Prayer - 10/22/90 - Telré & Eve

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R Poems

• Recall - 1/27/99 - Ruth
• Releasing You - ? - Aliessa
• Riding Hard - 10/2/01 - Aliessa
• Road to Love - 1994 - Criss
• Rosebush, The - ? - The Crisses

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S Poems

• Sacred Prostitute, The - 8/20/93 - Willow
• Sacred Slut, The - 7/16/98 - Eve, Willow & Aliessa
• Sadist, The - pre 1987 - Almerissa
• Sand is Gone, Forever, The - 9/10/86 - Star & Warren
• Sea, The - 1987-90? - Star
• Search well the corners of your soul - 4/18/93 - Star
• Seed in my womb - 6/11/93 - Star
• Seed of Love - 8/5/96 - Eve
• Sidhe Who is Me, The - 4/14/93 - Almerissa
• Song of the Sea - 12/11/86 - Warren
• SOULTOUCHERS - 1987 - Star
• Still - 9/23/01 - Heidi
• Storm - 9/11/96 - Willow

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T Poems

• Telepathy - 5/26/2K - Star
• Tendril of my soul - 3/30/93 - Star
• Thank You - 7/4/98 - Willow?
• Their first real touch - 4/7/93 - Ice
• There is something in a woman for which I'm wanting... - 1988-89? - Telré
• This Gentler Passing - 4/10/93 - Ice
• Through gnawing gap - pre 87 - Hawthorn
• Time - 6/3/99 - Star
• Today - 3/8/93 - Willow
• To look into the eyes of spring gone past - 1986 - ?
• To Kiss You - 5/3/01 - Crisses
• Torches Blaze, The - 6/17/87 - Star
• Torn - 8/12/86 - Aliessa
• Tree, The - 3/10/93 - Willow & Aliessa
• True-Friend - 1993 - Ice

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U Poems

• Unnerving - 7/9/96 - Telré, Ice & Eve
• Unobtrusive - 7/7/01 - Heidi
• Unwrapping, The - 5/10/93 - Star

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W Poems

• Warp and weft, the weave of life - pre 1993 - Warren
• Was twenty-thousand years ago - 1991 - Aliessa
• We're all just pebbles in the sand... - 4/2/96 - Willow
• What good is it if you meet me? - ? - Ice
• What Seeks You - ? - Telré
• Whistles and whispers - 1986 - Almerissa
• Who Are You to Me? - 6/26/90 - Telré
• Whose Power Anyway? - ? - Star
• Willow - 10/13/99 - Drendel
• wind is their dying breath, The - pre 1987 - Warren
• Wonder We are Whole, A - 1986 - Criss & Co.

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X Poems

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Y Poems

• You - 5/28/01 - The Crisses

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Z Poems

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